omg this is so interesting! Excited to do more!
My grandpa asked of I’ve lost weight, my mom interjected and said I’ve been working out. I didn’t have the heart to say I’ve been depressed. I just checked my weight, I’m 103 :(
How I feel, </3
Alkaline Trio - This Addiction
You hit me just like heroin
I feel you coursing through my veins
I once tried to kick this addiction
I swear I’ll never kick again
Won’t ever kick again, no
Chorus:
This addiction, can’t seem to live without you
This addiction, no goin clean
This addiction, I go through withdrawal without you
Sick with this addiction in me
Well those others were like methadone
I took to get me through the day
Now I’m tryin to find my way back home
Stayin clean along the way
Hold out for the real thing, yeah
Chorus:
This addiction, can’t seem to live without you
This addiction, no goin clean
This addiction, I go through withdrawal without you
Sick with this addiction in me
This addiction,
This addiction,
This addiction,
I go off the rails without you
Sick with this addiction in me
Today is day 3 since the last time I’ve talked to him. I really want to call him or go on his Facebook but I know that’s just going to be torture. It really feels like I’m trying to get over an addiction and I have to take it slowly. Everyone says its going to be easier as the days go by. I really hope so. I invited him over for Easter the last time I talked to him on Saturday. I wonder if he’ll call me or if I should call him. But if I call him I don’t want to be rejected. Rejection is not fun. :( Ahh, I’m such a lame head. I need to get over this. It’s not easy.
